Get your head in the game Hannibal!
im having an out of body experience
this is very important
6x19 / 9x06
okay but this smile
has been only for john
from the very beginning
do you ever look at your url and think “i am so glad that i have this url. i deserve this url”
That awkward moment when you leave a store without buying anything and all you can think is “act natural, you’re innocent”.
I know that look
Of fear, I’m well aware
No need to brave it all alone
I’ll be there
that turned out way better than i expected
when u stand up 2 fast n suddenly ur floatin thru space n time
You know my methods, John. I am known to be indestructible.
I always think that it’s after “Free To Be You & Me” and especially after “The End” that Dean starts seeing Cas as his brother/partner (not necessarily a romantic one, but one he could always rely on). But it’s as early as 6x03 that hints that this is no longer the case. But this scene, it’s so much more than Dean being selfish—he’s calling Cas out on their unsaid profound-bond/family code that Cas has never broken before. One, Dean has been calling Cas for days, with no answer—and then Cas comes, for a friggin’ horn. So not only is Cas alive, he’s ignoring Dean too, despite the “profound bond” line he fed to Sam.
I mean, Dean would have done anything if Cas had asked—anything (even though he would take time to bitch about it, because Dean likes to bitch)and Dean believed they had an open-door policy about this. So when Cas doesn’t ask for help about the Apocalypse 2/Angel Civil War, Dean has no reason to not believe he isn’t handling it. He’s never had reason to doubt Cas’s ability to handle something, so he doesn’t question him.
But this, especially this because it’s about Sam, hurts Dean to the core, and he won’t even know why until long after Cas’s fall from grace. He’s been asking for days for Cas to come,and Cas came because of a friggin’ horn. Dean’s already on the edge of his rope at this point with Sam and Lisa and everything else, that Cas being a dick is just a kick in the gut when a guy’s already down.
But Cas is family at this point, and as much as Dean’s been hurt by his family, he’ll always forgive them.